Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Stop the Secret Love

Pei-ling in love with friends Arjun’s boyfriend, she want to get involved, but have been unable to own this hurdle, she would like to quit it, I have to endure endless suffering. Close friend and rival in between, she did not know how to make a choice.
Pei-ling and Arjun are university students, they are from Sichuan Province in 1996 after graduating from a university, went to Shenzhen Chuang world. The beginning of the bitter, the two farmers who rented a room, Pei-ling do clerks, Arjun done sales, although the two are not high wages, but for just two little girl is still more than Pose colorful. Holidays they go out shopping together watching movies, cooking together to chat, in a strange land of the lonely people in the two become a trace of the kidding.
Pei-ling twice about love, love is the first time by the end of 1997, Pei-ling is a large property, Deputy Head of the Department of boys in Shenzhen locals, Pei-ling colleagues through awareness. But not until two months, the boys on the proposed breaking up the simple reason that the boy’s mother said there is no Shenzhen accounts Pei-ling, the future children’s education very costly (when the child’s account with the mother). Love is the second time in 1999, the boyfriend is a graduate student engaged in technology, all day just want to hurry up and earn money to buy a house to buy a car, Sun also see time with Teng Pei-ling, no longer with him, she can only make a clean break — - she did not want to own and one’s eyes all day long only money, “Machine” live life, she always want to live a little taste, a little color.
Arjun for several units, but where she is a communication “star,” she gentle temperament and good humor, whether male and female colleagues like her, but she was not seen by the eight children to pay her boyfriend, Pei-ling reminder her several times, saying that youth do not enjoy the sweet love is the greatest waste, Arjun is not static and dynamic, that they have to depend on for life to live with the Pei-ling.
Until the year before last summer, has already done a sales representative of the Arjun has suddenly “EQ,” she soon engage in a computer and a good young man and fell in love on the way.
It was a Saturday morning, Arjun early in the morning to pack up the room (they had moved to a cell in), will also awakened the dream of Pei-ling. ” and at such an early stage to engage the health!”
“I would like to receive an important guests.” Pei-ling all of a sudden to wake up, she knew that Arjun will not easily meet with the boys at home — unless she really likes him!
About 10 o’clock, when, after several telephone remote command, knock on the door finally sounded, the two people lenient to welcome visitors into the fashion jewelry, a clean sweep of the home, less than boy looks, clothes also very territories, also bearded, Pei-ling to be negated his first, she pretended to greet him warmly, but also as parents like boys answer was also very leisurely, from time to time to talk about a joke, too that far from being handsome Arjun boys on this very seriously, even if tensions are wrong on several occasions. 3 at noon they went to a restaurant near the northeast eat, Pei-ling the first time, the feeling of light bulbs can not two others still fun to attack each other laugh, occasionally throwing a fake hate love winks.
“It elite” called, parents are civil servants, cultivate a son, it was a love of computer technology, patience is not soft not hard and even a bit cynical. When Arjun rating to Pei-ling, the Pei-ling of sworn followers call a spade a spade: “Be boyfriend can play, so insecure husband, who looks, conditions are also lower-middle.” Arjun said that she knows, but is to stop falling in love with his own.He is also to meet the kind of cooked,phone call, quickly and Arjun out double into the right, Pei-ling has always been two people to play outing, a lot of programs.
In September 2002, a mid-morning, Pei-ling all of a sudden severe stomach pain, she punched a phone to the Arjun, the hit to the hospital emergency rooms, such as Arjun and came, she has not survive the fast, Arjun accompanied her, running before the race, the noon buying given 3 simple meals, 3 people in the hospital is to survive a difficult morning, after infusion Pei-ling feeling a lot better, but the hospital still require hospitalization.
Arjun night and take turns to the hospital deliver meals to the clients when is still a subject of ridicule usually looks like, Pei-ling command him to the downstairs to buy a newspaper, to buy the water to buy drinks, sometimes get the test results, he trip trip to run, breathless but not a complaint, Pei-ling said: “You are very good units, ah granted leave easily.” innocence loudly said: “Do you think ah, I requested the day off the loss of 800 yuan on the Perfect Attendance Award.” Ting Ting Pei-ling gave him several minutes, she felt the first time, in fact, is the real can rely on life of boys.
Pei-ling disease better, she moved out several reminders Arjun to her and rental housing, but Arjun is not moving, she’s afraid no one to take care of Pei-ling, she said she could live in two. Pei-ling can not shake off the days to see more can not stop themselves bit by bit in love with him.
Pei-ling used to go Arjun, Arjun is now afraid to move out, she has been with the habits and day. You have to buy rice at home to buy oil, we should like appliances, Arjun is always pushing to handmade jewelry; play scheduled games, repair water pipes like chores, but also non-not, as the computer software installed, repair failure is an unshirkable responsibility ,Mobile washing machines and even the little things like she would call — as long as and her together, she would feel happy. She was even more embarrassing is that it seems also aware that her feelings, from time to time to open more ambiguous and her joke, she intolerable.
Arjun ago with no words about the Pei-ling and Arjun, then less and less, and sometimes even a little jealous of her mind, she can open and above-board and love, get married to buy a house also talked about the event, Pei-ling can only hide behind the scenes, he secretly loved; they were also often face in front of two? Pei-ling, Pei-ling they   when the heart is in the Sang Sang and pain.
In April this year, Pei-ling really could not bear the pain of this Secret Love, she had to find an excuse to move to a single apartment, for which Arjun very sad, she did not understand the first place went to Shenzhen into the world of Friends has produced a divide and cracks — not only moved out because of Pei-ling, but also always refused to go out and play with them!
Pei-ling can not be separated from the lifting of the suffering of a people who live every day of the Pei-ling together with memories of the day, annoying her inner confusion, their lives the most worthy of collection of two people — Arjun and all direct religious ties, by their own isolation, and she did not know that this is the greatest respect for the friendship, or love of their hearts garrotte cruel? Is to continue to endure the pain of a person indefinitely, or love in a fair competition?
Sometimes, she was always self-Tip: Since they were not married, that is, freedom body, its own can fully join the competition to go, but it hinted that even their own all over this hurdle can not think about her several times, but each time the results are chatting on the phone a few words after hanging up the phone himself went to bars a person drink a drunk. She really does not know when the end of this Secret Love?
Posted by shu at 08:48:50
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